FUCK YOU DAD!!!
So this has nothing to do with really anything I blog about. I AM LIVID!!!! Today I ran into my dad at Publix. It was the first time I have seen him since I was 13. I saw him and my stomach tied in a knot and my heart dropped. He was with the same slut that he cheated on my mom with. My dad came up to me and said ” Hi sweetheart. Its so good to see you. You really have grown up. I dont know if you remember but this is Cheryl, my wife.” I couldnt believe that he talked to me like that. My whole life he called me a whore because I use to play outside with the neighborhood boys, he slapped me, he kicked me, he would lock me outside the house for hours, he pulled my hair, he spit on me, he would throw things at me, and now hes calling me sweetheart and being so nice. Ignoring the fact that he ruined my childhood, abused my mom, and completely destroyed the family. I honestly would have never had the courage to stand up to him but now I did. For the first time in my life I am in a good place. I have a good paying job, I have a house, an amazing boyfriend of 3 years, I got in to the University of Miami, and my mom and I are closer than ever. So i stared at him and said ” Honestly dad, FUCK YOU!! I hate you and your stupid wife Cheryl!! How dare you speak to me after what you have done!! You completely ruined my childhood and I wish I could just forget that you even existed!! IF YOU EVER SPEAK TO ME AGAIN I SWEAR TO GOD I’LL SWING AT YOU!! So you can go die and burn in the depths of hell for all eternity and you can take your bitch of a wife with you!!” Right then I felt this overwhelming sense of relief. I finally said what i have wanted to say for years. I feel like I can finally move on.
